update

Ok so heres my weekly update... Nothing has changed.... lol. I have been able to thank God he spared me from Marrying all of the wrong ones. I do not want a divorce and once I'm married that won't be and option. I see so many now in relationship hoping and praying for a proposal that may never come. I can now look back and praise God that it never did and I want other women out there to know that if you have to ask, guess, and/or question if your both on the same page and want the same things then he's probably not the one. God is only waiting for you to get tired enough to surrender it him... Only then is he able to heal/mend so that he can place you whole hearted in front of your soulmate the one God designed just for you. There will be no more questioning youl know its real, and you know how I know? he won't propose only to make you happy but he'll do it because knows that in the eye of the Lord thats the right thing to do. Proverbs 18:22 Whoso findeth a wife findeth a good thing, and obtaineth favour of the LORD... It's in the good book. That word favour has been popping up in my head and I didn't know why but now I know. Lol I even googled it... Just know ladies that he's out there and God is waiting to give you the desires of your heart but first you have to trust him. Ummm k more updates to come. Thanks again for reading Much love, Taira B :)

The beginning

I have no idea where to begin and I know this is gonna be a struggle. I woke up one day and was disgusted with my life, not that I was treating people wrong or doing the wrong things.... everything else correct it was just that there was always that one part of my life that I felt needed changing. You name it I've done it physically, sexually, and I was left feeling emotionally dead. Sex is meant for a husband and a wife, to be sacred and not something that you give to a so called boyfriend. Boyfriend is nowhere in the bible.... I want to be open to receive love, so that when God sends my Boaz ill recognize exactly who he is because he'll be the one who stayed and got to know me for me, flaws and all. Not sexually but mentally.... like I said this is all new I'm not perfect so I know its gonna be tough but I'm trusting God and praying that this adventure will lead me to my husband/soulmate. :)... More posts and updates to come. Thanks for reading.