Hello Everyone!!! I'm Back!

I know it's been a while since i've posted here, and I thought I would update everyone on my purity journey. I'm going to be totally honest about everything that I post here, and if anyone feels the need to respond feel free. I have finally reached a point in my life where I actually feel free, free to worship, free to shout, and praise God. I feel like I finally know my purpose. God never intended for us to live miserable lives that is filled with guilt, and shame. We were created to live in peace, and to experience joy... I can finally say that I know what joy feels like. I can be happy with just me... I mean don't get me wrong I still long for a mate, but that's normal. It's just that right now Jesus provides all of my needs so i'm not wanting for anything, and when I tell you it has been a long time coming... believe me it has. I had to fight like hell to get where I am now, and I believe that since I am guarding my heart that God is granting me peace within His will. I am now the announcement clerk at my church, I sing in the choir, and so many other things. I feel like being at work, building the kingdom, and letting my light shine is where God placed me... at times I feel overwhelmed, but "to whom much is given, much is required." I also have a ministry that my sister and I started called Chastity Sisters! (I get so excited talking about it!!!) We encourage single men and women to save sex for marriage. Our website is in the works, and so many other things that God has laid on my heart. I just want to serve... I know that's why we were placed here on this earth, to serve others by allowing the love of Christ to shine through us. I have even experienced receiving the Holy Ghost! so many people have many different views on this, and they don't believe that you have to experience it or speak in tongues, and true enough you may not but it takes you to a whole different level. I mean its nothing like ive ever felt before. I'm not going to sit here and act like every part of my life is perfect because I'm human, and the enemy is busy but i've learned to: 1. cast down all imaginations- meaning any evil or sexual thoughts (yes I have them). You can't entertain that stuff.. or it will consume you. You must starve it. 2. Get to work! stay busy... talk about God all day, read your bible, pray and meditate. Yes, it's that serious the enemy is busy,and comes for those who are weak in the faith.... You have to constantly feed your faith with those things. Trust me it works! 3. Take everything to the Father in prayer, and leave it there! there will be lots of things that you can't tell your friend or discuss with anyone, but pray about it. Dialogue with God through out the day...trust me he hears you especially if you're doing your best to stay within His will. I did not plan on writing that but guess the Lord wanted you to read that so To God be the glory!... till next time ttyl..oh and if you would like for me to post more just let me know. I probably will anyway though. :)