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Hmm so I decided to post its been a minute and alot has changed.... all for the better though ived noticed that the enemy is busy. the bible says in Ephesians 6:12 "we wrestle not against flesh and blood, but against pincipalities, against powers, against rulers of the darkness of this world, against spiritual wickedness in highplaces" which means that sometimes its not that person that were wrestling with but the enemy and the fact that he plays on our weaknesses. So if men was always a downfall for you he will use that to his advantage or whatever it may be and not just for reasons of lust or fornication... Sometimes as a way of distracting you which could then lead to Idolizing and God is a jealous God. Lots of things that we know could become an issue its best to take a step back and if your wondering if its wrong or not you can begin to ask the question... Does this line up with The word/ The bible? if not then it maybe that you should let it go, when you make a decision to live for Christ its not going to always be easy and you may not understand but to give yourself away or to be obedient it takes denying self ALOT. We are to be as Christ like as possible... Being Celibate or chaste is not about finding someone who will not have sex with us and linking up as quick as possible its about embracing this walk with Christ, allowing him to use you as much as possible while in this phase of our lives. The bible says that our focus should be on Christ while single and then once married we'll think of the world and how to please our husband, which means it'll be alot harder to serve God once married. My focus now is on God and if i just so happen to stumble upon someone while running for Jesus then i'll introduce myself but until then im working on my purpose and being the best me that i can be. ok thats enough... til next time loves ttyl :)

Update

Hi everyone, one thing I think I shy away from a lot on here is the truth... And we all know that the word = truth... I just want to make it known that my main reason for celibacy/ Chastity was because of the word and my relationship with God. The bible says that there's several things that will keep you from the kingdom of heaven and fornication is one also it says in "1 Corinthians 6:18 Flee fornication. Every sin that a man doeth is without the body; but he that committeth fornication sinneth against his own body." Your body is a temple and should be kept Holy and pure until the day your husband finds you.... Flee meaning to run away from...I know I want to go to heaven and my prayer is that I see all of my readers there too. I think we sometimes get so caught up in the idea of celibacy and claiming to be celibate and forget the main reason that we do.... That's so that God can use us and we can present our body's as a living sacrafice to Him. Anyways I had to get out... Hope everyone has a blessed day! :)

Update

Ok so I had to post this week because so much has happened that I don't even know where to begin, ill be brief though... Well I reached the end of August (my birthday was Aug. 31st) and after fasting so much was revealed but then there's also a lot of question that have yet to be answered.... Through it all though I felt God was saying.. Trust me. Several times the scripture "Trust in the Lord with all thine heart, and lean not to thine own understanding in all thy ways acknowledge him and he shall direct you path" kept popping up.... The enemy is busy and he wants to side track you, he tries to slips in and blur your vision so there are times when we have to refocus. I know God sent me that passage to say I got this and I got you so don't worry about a man, don't worry about anything. I noticed that with being celibate or abstaining from anything really we want to rush things like marriage, or move to quickly before Gods ready.... I was able to bring it back to reality and as much as I like this one person I have to 1st be about my kingdoms business and I know everything else like a husband will fall in line, what's meant to be won't go away..... No worries. Ok Gn yall P.s Thank you God for my Birthday present... I know one day it'll be complete on your time, so have thine own way.