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Ok so I'm up late once again and thought id give you guys an update.... Not too much has changed but I was in church all day Sunday, worshiping.... It was woman's day at my church, both ministers did an Awesome job delivering Gods word and I was (literally) moved by both messages. Everything in my life is falling in place and I now know why this month is so important, and why things are happening. August the 8th month in the Christian world is the New year/ New beginnings... I truly feel like God is getting me ready for what's to come. Besides that though I started school this week an it just seems as if I belong in these business classes I finally for once in my life feel like I'm fulfilling my purpose in life. I'm telling yall God is Amazing, He's truly all that. I've been thrown all types of distractions this week from fake proposals to what I think was infatuation. I was searching for answers, and depending on man to tell me, when God showed me right there in the womens bathroom written was "Trust God".... Then the Holy Spirit spoke to me and said " Trust in the Lord with all thine heart and lean not to thine own understanding, in all thy ways acknowledge him an he shall direct you path". One of my favorite scriptures and I knew then, that meant.... God was saying :Once you put all your trust in me, your obedient, and you acknowledge me I won't lead you wrong. I'll set all the RIGHT men in your path, ill shed light on all the wrong ones.... He was pretty much saying I got your back. I dare all of you reading this to trust him whole heartedly with your life, whatever problems situations, trials nothings too big for God. Hes waiting to give you that clean slate but 1st you have to confess, repent, and then acknowledge that Jesus Christ is lord. That simple I have wayyy to many testimonies to post but I'm very passionate about it... This is one decision in my life that I don't regret making. Anywho guess I better get some rest Ttyl :) oh comment if you have questions or wanna talk.... Serious inquires only though. Gn

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Hey guys, I'm just up thinking once again so here's another update: a lot has happened in the last week or so but my faith in God stays strong .... It's crazy how when I'm going through issues attempting to make mistakes I can always count on my 2 angels to keep me on track, God has placed 2 very special people in my life..... one is my sister and its crazy how were always going through similar situations at different times... Like I've been through it so I can give her a heads up or advice on something an vice versa. I am truly blessed because the devil is sneaky he wants you to feel that things are much worse than they really are... My second angel whom I'm choosing to keep private kinda popped up out of no where, but when I say he's the most sweetest, kind hearted person I've ever met. If I'm struggling with somethin no matter what it is he's always there. I have never talked about God so freely or connected with anyone one on this level and its kind of a scary blessing but I'm so thankful that he's here.... I'm so excited about the future and all God has in store for me. I start school next week and my new Job the following week its like its blessing after, blessing... Anywho my Chastity journey is still the same and nothing's changed. Let me get some rest though. #Allsmiles ttyl :)

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Ok so here's my weekly update: I've had several comments (one posted here), arguments, and disagreements about MY personal decision to be chaste or celibate. I get statements like: "once you get a man that will change"... "What if you get with someone, marry him and the sex isn't good?"... "Why now?" And too many others to name. Lol let me just set the record straight this vow that I took before God, my friends, and family was not for show... I didn't buy this ring because it was cute or to "show off" . I made this decision at this point in my life because of vision God showed me and the plans that he has for my life. It's Impossible for him to use, bless, touch or even speak clearly to those who are wavering in sin, and being disobedient to his word. My sister ministered today that it says in the bible " faith with out WORKS is dead" and I've said that hundreds of times we also say "may the WORKS I've done speak for me".... Works in the bible we define as following the bible, being obedient, following all the ten commandments and fearing God. You wrap all that in to one and you are where I'm at now in my life striving to be that proverbs 31 virtuous woman. I have no question, doubt in my mind that God has just the right Man for me and on his timing we' ll link up.... I just wanna do as many Works as I can, show my light to as many as possible, and save as many souls as possible. My vision is so much clearer these days... I know this walk is not easy.... the enemy is not gonna let me off that easy, I may stumble, I'm not perfect and I have faults.... but I repent. I also have Joy, I'm at peace, and I can sleep at night knowing that if its my time I have no worries. I hope I touched someone by this, it was alot longer than expected but Anywho guess I better get some rest. Good night loves. Ttyl :)

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Hey peeps, I'm up in my thoughts and I didn't want to neglect yall.... My life has been like a rollercoaster lately but thank God hes given me strength to keep pressing... I've been reading my bible a lot (well the bible app) and I'm reading several of the plans called she reads truth : Women in the bible.... It's like God reveals somethin to me daily that helps me with this walk. I see so much clearer now, my whole perception of life has changed and the reasons why I'm here, I just want to be obedient and allow Him to use me. I know sometimes I've found myself jumping ahead of him but I thank you Jesus that you have placed people in my life that steer my right back into the right direction and right back to your pace. I've noticed that once I removed all of those things that some how brought lustful thoughts in my mind that it makes being celibate a breeze..... It's truly nothing and sex outside of marriage is overrated. I was beginning to think that God placed a certain person in my life to be my husband but now I see that he's to coast me through this. It maybe more but right now my focus is on the bigger picture... I just want to let everyone know that Jesus is real and if you don't have him your missing a treat... Having a personal relationship with him is the best thing that I couldve ever done. I'm so much happier, content, at peace. Anyways let me get some rest. I'll talk to yall later. Good night :)