update

Hey guys, I decided that id give yall an update since I have a lot on my mind.... I received my ring but for some reason I cant get it to post. Anywho sooo my kids were with their dad this past weekend and although I miss them it was great because I woke up Saturday day and ate, I took a long nap and was able to catch a movie after... God even fixes where I fixed a full course meal for myself expecting my sister and nephew to show up and they didnt. Not only that but he spoke a lot to me that day showing why certain things happened in my life and a bit of what he has planned. Im still in awe at how he can use and speak to little ol me. I listened intently though that day.... and even though since then the devil has tried to attack me at all ends. I just smile and think back to that day I spent with him alone in peace and the things he showed me. The devil can not and will not steal my joy.. I have power over my thoughts. I'm putting on the full armour of God and I just want to challenge everyone out there that's fighting any kind of demon to give it over to God... Lay it all out, tell him your problem, and be obedient and I promise He'll fix it. Thanks for reading loves. Well that's all for now...Talk to yall later :)

update

Hey guys, I'm back! I've been having all types of mixed emotions these days but I think its mostly the fear (enemy) of the unknown... We sometimes wanna rush to get to know someone or rush into a relationship so that we can get to the happily ever after but God doesn't work that way.. its all in his timing and he'll set the perfect person (your soulmate) in your path in due season... Which means when your ready and as women we don't have to do much because the bible says... Proverbs 18:22 Whoso findeth a wife FINDETH a good thing, and obtaineth favour of the LORD. So the MAN is suppose to search , seek , and pursue. We just have to be ready when he comes.... God knows your situation and he has the perfect one that will compliment you.. so no worries on my part. I just have to stop letting my emotions or the enemy tell me that my waiting is in vain or I should just settle. No my waiting is not in vain and God has set aside the perfect guy for me. Speaking that to life! Ok well thats all for tonight...Thanks for the chat folks... If you ever get a chance look up Meagan Good and her husband and how they both were celibate and some of the things they did to stay that way til marriage. Oh and my ring is on the way I ordered it and I'm too excited. Well talk to yall later... Bye :)

Update

Ok so I'm back by popular demand lol.....Anywho I must say though that somethin I was not prepared for was how busy the devil would be after making such a bold move in the right direction, he's come at me at all angles. Just as the scripture says "The spirit is willing but the flesh is weak" its so true though. I heard a sermon Sunday that just made everything click into place, he said that we all want to live a perfect life and to be perfect but our OBEDIENCE is perfection to God..... When he said that I was like MAN!!!! he is so right! God is perfect so how on earth can I possibly be him, when Eve set us up for failure when she ate that Apple. So if you do slip or whatever don't ever give up or.think that you might as well keep sinning or give in. God is not like man he doesn't count of how many wrongs you've done. Dust yourself off and try again.... That was an amazing and powerful message that I will never forget. So I've decided from here to get me a ring this weekend to make it an official Covenant with God... I'm going to dive in full force with a new outlook on celibacy, continue to focus on me and getting myself together. When I posted this I had no idea that anyone would care but I see there are those who do so.. love yall. I'll post pics of my ring also .... Stay tuned for more posts - Taira B :)