update

Hmm so I decided to post its been a minute and alot has changed.... all for the better though ived noticed that the enemy is busy. the bible says in Ephesians 6:12 "we wrestle not against flesh and blood, but against pincipalities, against powers, against rulers of the darkness of this world, against spiritual wickedness in highplaces" which means that sometimes its not that person that were wrestling with but the enemy and the fact that he plays on our weaknesses. So if men was always a downfall for you he will use that to his advantage or whatever it may be and not just for reasons of lust or fornication... Sometimes as a way of distracting you which could then lead to Idolizing and God is a jealous God. Lots of things that we know could become an issue its best to take a step back and if your wondering if its wrong or not you can begin to ask the question... Does this line up with The word/ The bible? if not then it maybe that you should let it go, when you make a decision to live for Christ its not going to always be easy and you may not understand but to give yourself away or to be obedient it takes denying self ALOT. We are to be as Christ like as possible... Being Celibate or chaste is not about finding someone who will not have sex with us and linking up as quick as possible its about embracing this walk with Christ, allowing him to use you as much as possible while in this phase of our lives. The bible says that our focus should be on Christ while single and then once married we'll think of the world and how to please our husband, which means it'll be alot harder to serve God once married. My focus now is on God and if i just so happen to stumble upon someone while running for Jesus then i'll introduce myself but until then im working on my purpose and being the best me that i can be. ok thats enough... til next time loves ttyl :)