Getting my life :)

I have been feeling a shift in all areas of my life after fasting this month... It's like the Lord has once again taken the blinders off. The last relationship that I was in had a way of exposing somethings about me, and I have begun to notice several areas of my life that I need to be focused on while in this waiting period of my life. I know that there's no way you can totally prepare for marriage or the future, but there are somethings that as a woman we should doing in the meantime and between time. For example, brushing up on our cooking skills, cleaning etc. etc. I myself have 2 children who eat up the little time that I do get during the week after working 50 plus hours... aside from that I am very much active in my church so on the weekends that I don't have my kids, which is every other weekend... I am attending events at my church or helping my sister with something. I know you're like why is she telling me all of her business...lol I'm saying all of this to say that I could be utilizing this time to "get my life!" or in other words prioritize. It's like I woke up and was in complete disgust at the time that I've wasted in my singleness... to be honest it seems as if I was more in a rush to end it then I was embracing this season that God has given me. I know I quote alot, but if I''m not putting those words to practice they mean nothing. So I am determined to make the most out of this single season if it's the last thing I do.... I was thinking last night like what if the time that the Lord has given us is compared to talents.. like in the parable that Jesus told. I want to be able to tell God that you gave me this amount of time as a single woman, and I did all of this with it. So from here on out the only relationship that I really want to talk about is the one between Jesus and I... till next time.. lov you guys! Be blessed, Taira :)